tomorrow...

Posted by J on Monday, September 12, 2011. Filed under: , ,

Tomorrow I take my son to the dermatologist to see if he's got Vitaligo, as we all suspect. One of my cousins (ironically, my son's God mother) let me know yesterday that she has it as well so now I'm almost 75% sure that's what it is.

I'm so tired of everyone being sick/ill/waiting to be diagnoised with someting. My mom's appointment at John Hopkins is next week as well, I think once everything is said and done I'm going to need to go somewhere warm and stare at the ocean. I just need a break. I feel like I can't breathe right now everything seems to be coming at me so quickly.

I'm trying my best to stay calm and too keep my own diease in check, but when I come here, it just all pours out through my fingertips. I hope you understand. I need somewhere to let it out.

xoxo

2 Responses to tomorrow...

  1. Melissa

    *hugs*
    Well, it's good that you have the means to get a diagnosis. I know it's hard, especially because it involves your kid.
    And you totally deserve that tropical vacation!!

  2. jmneiderer

    Thanks Mel, he does have it. It makes me feel awful for him.

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