Ramble On

Recently there’s been some drama. I hate drama. I guess talking about it on my blog feeds into it and I take responsibility for that but people don’t get it: I don’t get a break. Someday (hopefully soon) I will have normal responsibilities with my little family. Until then there is always something I’m supposed to be doing. I’m not saying that I don’t get lazy (because cause Lord knows that I do) but there’s always something pressing to attend to. I used to be a good mom, I really thought so. I used to be able to keep up with my housework and my meal planning/shopping/chores but now…now there is just so much. I have three children and a mother who needs my attention and even on weekends when my husband takes the kids to visit his family I usually have to stay home to do something pressing around the house like paint or clean or do seventy five loads of laundry.

I hope that things turn around soon. I have this deep feeling of calm I really believe that things are going to change and I believe that the change is going to happen very quickly.

** And yes, my title is the Beck lyric from the song "Loser".