Ramble On

Blogger has been down, it's been freaking me out!

I wrote a the page poem the other night, with my eyes closed. It was awesome, the feeling of writing, not the actual poem (I haven't even re-read it yet).

I've been having a bunch of freaking strange dreams, I've started my Christmas knitting, things have completely blown up in my face (future planning), and I'm feeling okay about it now. I know that everything is going to be alright, it's just not going to go the way we had planned.

I'm blessed with three incredible kids and if given the option to "go back" and do my life over again I would not change anything that happened because I know that I would not end up with those kids and the thought of that scares the hell out of me. I love my husband, I love my children and everything else is just going to have to work itself out because I can't break down.