I've restarted the dreaded Shred. This time I didn't feel like I was going to die during the first work out. I had initially intended to do the whole thing 30 days in a row, because that's the plan, but I got sick today and my wrists are really hurting. So I think I'm going to do it every-other-day for 30 full days of actual exercise which will actually take me 60. Yep. I just have to do something, ya know cause I just feel lumpy and crappy. I'm wearing a size 6, which is a perfectly normal size and I'm not worried about my weight cause I just don't care but I would like to feel okay in a bathing suit and I feel better when I do workout. I know it's silly but I feel a lot better even after doing this only twice, and if it makes me feel good (and doesn't hurt anyone else) then great!