Ramble On

I got a letter in the mail today letting me know that my school loan payment was now 16 days past due. I was confused. I went online immediately and made the payment and beat myself up for the rest of the day as to why this happened.

This is the second time in my life that I haven't made a payment on time. I make it a priority to be on time and on budget, what is going on with me?

Finally this evning I sat down here, on my newly colored laptop (baby went after it with a crayon, only on the front. It's personalized now!) as thought to do a search in my email. Well I did go online on the 30th of January and schedule a payment...for March 1! I did not pay attention to the date I was clicking through so fast.

I'm taking this as a message that I need to slow down, something I've been noticing for a while. I've been getting very distracted lately. I go through the motions but I'm not really there. I'm not sure how to explain it.

I'm going to be thankful that this message came through something that could be easily taken care of. I'm listening.