Ramble On

I'm currently sitting in my chair, between monitoring the temp of my yogurt that is currently being made, I'm watching QVC's Christmas in Aug programing. I need some escapism (again) today. I just haven't been feeling well and really just going through the motions. I went outside today, just to get the mail, and it was freezing outside. I wouldn't have been surprised if it would have started snowing. I know that the weather is coming sooner rather than later, and I'm not looking forward to that at all.

Reading this made me cry. I never wanted that to be about me. My husband's friend is getting married in October and we RSVP'd earlier this week. I'm already stressed out about how/what I'm going to do at the reception. I told him that on the day of the wedding if I decide I don't want to go, I hope he wouldn't be mad at me. He said he won't be, but I know he's frustrated with the situation.

I don't want this blog to turn into a whiny cry fest, it's just where I'm at right now and I apologize for that. I don't want to be like this, I'm going to try not to be.