A bear with a face
Posted by J on Saturday, July 31, 2010.
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Knitted with felici sport weight, size 3 needles. For my 5 year old for xmas. Rav link.
Knitted with felici sport weight, size 3 needles. For my 5 year old for xmas. Rav link.
Bottoms up mini minions [ Rav Link ]
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I usually complain about having to bake my own cake but this year I am grateful to be here and upright at all. I made a jelly roll cake, it was gluten free so there were extra steps. I had to separate half a dozen eggs and whip the whites into a frenzy and then the yolks separately. Add almond and vanilla extract. I licked the spatula when I was done loading it into the jelly roll pan. It was delicious. I hope it tastes as good as actual cake (it did).
I spent Monday morning - Wednesday afternoon in the hospital. I missed my kids so much that I cried, then I looked at their photos on facebook (after hubby brought me my ipod) and that made me cry more. I was a mess. The stay was obviously not planned, and there is more to come regarding this and I don't know if I'm ready for it but I know that I'll be okay.
So today I baked my birthday cake, painted my finger nails pink, my toe nails blue, and put on makeup. Hello 28, let's play nice okay?
I am feel absolutely horrible today. A couple of days ago I had milk-laden bread and screwed myself all up once again. I was feeling really good for a couple of weeks there. Ugh, I'm so mad at myself. I just simply can not have milk, I obviously have not tolerance for it. If something says "may contain milk" I'm just going to assume that it does and leave it at that.
The day after the milk incident of '10 my wrists starting hurting nearly has bad as they did when I first got diagnosed with carpal tunnel. I have to wonder if my intolerance has anything to do with it? Today they do feel better after having slept in my braces for two days. (okay after a quick Google it appears that it probably does). I did get diagnosed with lactose intolerance and CT within months of one another so it does make sense. I guess I need to research a good lactose free B complex vitamin as well, cause apparently that is supposed to help.
My stomach is still just rolling. I'm eating coconut milk yogurt (which is gross) just for the live active cultures. It's expensive for yogurt (1.99) but I'm wary of too much soy and I need to readjust my digestive system. This really needs to be the last holiday that I miss out on due to my digestive issues, it really is ridiculous.
Every time I go to log into blogger I feel like I have something to say, and then I get to this screen and I just can't really put my thoughts together and I end up with an entry that's all disjointed. Now if you could crawl inside my head and see the great blog entries I compose right before I'm about to fall asleep and am too tired to get up and actually blog then you'd be impressed.
Today we saw Toy Story 3. It was okay, the kids enjoyed it and there were some funny parts but it wasn't my favorite. Granted we will still have to buy it when it comes out on DVD but I'm not anxious to watch it again.
Then after the kids were in bed we watched Avatar which we (the adults) liked fairly well. The story was predictable but what really hasn't been lately? I think the only movie that I've seen recently that has made me go "Wow..." was District 9. Now that was a good movie.
In knitting news I've restarted Eldest's xmas blanket again. I keep starting and then end up hating the pattern I'm using. So I'm on the third one, I'm still not sure of it. We'll see how it works up. If I hate it I'll frog it. I started early enough that I have the option to do that, makes me feel like I'm industrious and a good planner. Neither of these things are true, we'll see if I make it through my "to be knitted" list by Dec. <- See what I just did there? Hello negative thinking! I need to work on that.
Baby girl was in bed by 8:30, which is unheard of for her. I'd go to bed too but I'm afraid that she's going to wake up soonish. We were at the lake for a total of six hours today. I am so tired. I don't think I've been outside for that long since I was a teenager at the public pool all day every day in the summer. My poor mother, I never realized how bored she must have been. She doesn't swim, never has, so she just took us to the pool and sat there while we swam.
I do know how to swim, however, with three kids who can not swim so well yet it was pretty stressful for me. The older two kept wanting to go out deeper and deeper and the baby just wanted to play in the shallows with her watering can. I sort of stood in the middle but closer to the baby, obviously, in case I had to grab her. At 10 AM there weren't many people there so it was easier to keep an eye on them but by 4PM it was very crowded and I was having a hard time.
So I'm tired. I should knit or at least take my contacts out.